UPDATE

The meeting/interview today was with VA Center Director about my job. Many of you know that I will lose my job as a social worker next week on Oct. 15. It's a long story, but basically I needed an upgraded license-one that says I can practice independently in MS-3 years from the day I was hired in Jackson. I am a licensed social worker and anywhere outside of the VA I could do the job I'm doing now with no problem, but the VA requires that I have my LCSW (License to practice independently). Well, I initiated the process later than I should have, thinking I'd make the deadline. I should have been able to, but then everything that could go wrong, has gone wrong. Now, here I am, three years later, with no LCSW. I have been applying for other VA jobs since the time I realized that I wasn't going to make my deadline, and I'm still waiting to hear back from ALL OF THEM! It's very frustrating. I keep wondering what went wrong. I run a HUGE program here at the VA. I'm constantly busy with my patients, who I LOVE. I do not regret that I let my 'job' get in the way of the 'obligations' associated with it. Meaning, I don't regret that I let my actual job and my care toward my patients get in the way of the time I should have spent bird-dogging this process of achieving licensure. Because if I'd have spent the time I needed to chasing the board of examiners...I'd not have been able to successfully manage my job and my caseload. I know this makes no sense, but it sure feels good to write it down.

So, I am now at the mercy of the VA. I pray that God will keep my tongue at bay (for we know what a wicked thing it can be!), my spirit gentle and open my eyes and ears and heart to hear what it is He's teaching me through this journey (other than don't procrastinate!).

I appreciate your prayers...

Mandye